I had worn high heels all day for my babe. He had his senior engineering design project presentation and was playing in his last Fiesta Jazz Festival as a student member of the St. Mary’s University Jazz Orchestra. He had been looking forward to today for so many years. I wanted to show him how important the day was for me, too.
Sitting on his futon, I unbuckled and removed my shoes. They had left painful red lines on my toes, blisters were forming, tiny bits of gravel had made their mark on the bottoms of my dirt-powdered feet. I examined them carefully on the ground as he walked in.
“Look at my feet, babe,” I said softly.
He sat in his chair and lifted them up to rest on his lap. His face became concerned, and his hands began to wipe the dirt and gravel from my feet. Then, he picked up each foot and kissed it. I smiled, though still feeling the effect of my shoes.
As he got up from the chair, he gently took my feet from his lap and placed them on the seat of the chair.
“Stay there,” he crooned.
He walked to the sink and did something. I was busying myself replacing a gift he had given me back in its package.
He returned to the chair with a wet washcloth, and after taking my feet back up to his lap, he began to wash them. The unexpected feeling of the cloth tickled me, and I squealed. But from his concerned face came a gentle, “Shhhh…”
The warmth poured over the hurt on my toes and the bridge of each foot as he slowly bathed both with care. I saw the concentration in his eyes and loved them. And the love poured down to his cheeks and mouth, his neck, torso, arms, hands, fingers, lap, legs, and feet. On my lips formed a smile as I watched him work.
Then, he took the wet cloth and worked it between my toes like dental floss. It tickled me furiously, and I giggled uncontrollably. The concentration on his expression broke into amusement. “Come on, baby, calm down a little bit.”
I grasped my hands into fists and tightly shut my eyes as I tried to contain the laughter, from toe space to toe space. The ggigles escaped in bursts. He smiled each time.
Now, he took a dry bath towel and covered both feet, rubbing his hand over the towel to dry and massage them.
As he removed the towel and bent his face down to tenderly kiss the top of each toe, I saw Jesus made present in him. The love between us welled up in me as a powerful, majestic wave.
He finished by kissing each foot, and looked at me. I put my relieved feet to the ground and reached for him.
He took me in his lap and cradled me.
After kissing him tenderly, I looked at his face, radiant with quiet joy. I knew mine looked the same–that my eyes reflected my love.
“I am the luckiest girl in the world,” I whispered. And we held our faces close, cheek to cheek, eyes closed, hearts overflowing.